eddy

🫥 he/him; 21

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love hate relationship to the heat because it gets rid of my appetite but my GOD does it make me irritable

[eddy @edijuanaa]

@dietcokesmokes vodka and tequila are the lowest iirc, double & diet coke/oj is the tech
but remember to eat before you go out and pace yourself w some waters 🤞

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52.5kg in the middle of the day, lwk i think i can hit 50 no problem and then ill do 49 for my peace of mind 🥰

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i want to go to a PARTY. fym im 21 and at home HE SHOULD BE AT THE CLUB!!!!!

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carrying all my weight in my legs and butt is so vicious bruh

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anyway adult baddie moots 😭😭???

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sometimes i go to interact with people on here and then i realise theyre all 16. what feels worse is that used to be me… we’re all children starving ourselves good god

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back to the black coffee for breakfast. thinking im just gonna bury myself in my hobbies instead of eating

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all my meal time rituals are so comforting, relapsing feels like getting in to bed after a long day

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i bought some new clothes online but they might be too small… which will do wonders for my holy relapse arc

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i only gained back to 53kg what a blessing i was so scared i was gonna be 55 again. rise and grind 🤩

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@clvrfawn r/lingerieaddiction has a lot of great recommendations for everything !!

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@Salmongutz there are brands that do racerback binders, so they look more like a sports bra. WIVOV, spectrum outfitters, thefluxion etc if that is more accessible to you

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something about august is so relapse worthy

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@cupidscalories had devastating anxiety at the start of my last year at uni and my food issues are a big coping strat for me 👎

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@angels_spo unfortunately you just have to eat enough. losing weight is not worth losing your education. you are bright and brilliant, and i know how tough it is but there’s a better future out there for you with a good degree on your back, not because you’re skinny.

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i wish alcohol was zero cal

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the urge to starve to death is strong within this one

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an interactive ‘would you rather’ thread for edtwt !! 🧵

[v random questions bc i was bored]

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scrolling through my old body checks like a wistful ex lover