marlee

ed stuff. no fatphobia here. minors dni. lesbian | bmi 15.8

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quick yall. bibimbap or pho which has more calories

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ed is going off these days 😎

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anyone have advice on how to get back into the habit of exercising? i’ve been so lazy

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i gained so much in recovery like they made me overshoot my weight goal 🙄 they made me eat so fucking much even after i was restored

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september (recovery) to december (now)

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i love when i feel this wave of nausea about the idea of eating and how anxious i feel about gaining weight that i stop being hungry haha

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not me plateauing for like a week and a half. fuck me

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@miffycals1 adulthood sucks my thighs looked fat all the way until bmi low 15s 🥹 but that’s also just how i’m built. anyway you look great, trust me and everyone else who is saying it 🥺

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@miffycals1 you look really good!! you have blessed proportions haha

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@bunnieslilblog you’ve suffered a lot, and i noticed your tweets have been so much more sad and frustrated and anxious the further you’ve gotten in your relapse. i know it’s scary as fuck, and it will not be easy, but if there’s a chance you might find happiness and feel better, it’s worth it

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okay. from here on out. getting back to my 10 minute abs a day and maybe i can walk 10k i don’t think i’m in the mood to run these days 😭

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i miss being skinny so bad 🤡 not me getting to bmi 13.8 and then quitting….and now i never can again bc it’ll fuck up school and my career lol but maybe i can stay in 15s this time

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i feel bad bc i’m visiting a few friends this winter and i just. i know she’s worried but i want to lose weight so when she sees me i’ll be even skinnier, and god i hope they talk behind my back about me relapsing i really hope they do i just want to look so skinny

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i’d honestly just be fine being back in the bmi 15s like. i can’t go any lower or my brain won’t do its thing

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@miffycals1 congrats!! been keeping an eye on your profile off and on for the past few months. i know it’s been a hard run. hope you’re doing well 🩷

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might get back on here casually i’ve definitely slipped back a bit

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this is awful this is so awful this is so terrible what do i do i feel so helpless and lost

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having the nerve to tweet abt the situation on an account i literally follow? girl i am having a mental breakdown pls tell it to a friend instead!!! do not make me look at tweets about smth that already is sending me over the edge