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unpinning once i’m at 100lbs + july accountability thread

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i will miss u all but i need to try to be a little bit kinder to myself. idk if i’ll recover i don’t think i’m quite ready

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deleting twitter for now xoxo hopefully my acc doesn’t disappear bc i heard something ab 30 day inactive accs disappearing? my gf thinks i need to be off here and i love her and being here is making my self talk so much worse

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my following and followers are the same that’s vv satisfying to me

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i actually hate my veins showing so much i didn’t realize ppl liked it 😭 it’s worse when i’m dehydrated so i’m trying to drink more water but i hate veins and i feel like it just looks scary

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@SkeletalClay 20

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@rencors it would be cute, you could also pull off side bangs, but def do like thin bangs like kinda wispy

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c/s’d a quest bar in public i really am having a hard time eating ugghdhdhd and i actually want to too! i need my energy i’m on my work break all i ate was cucumber

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@sk1nn1heart i’m so sorry oh my god are you okay?

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@mirubunnie makes me wanna cry

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@mirubunnie oh my god yes sometimes i physically cannot eat food even if i want to i have to spit it out and it’s partially bc my parents forced me to eat food and it’s partially autsim and it’s actually the worst and i have to coax myself through eating and drink water and it litrlly

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omg sail0r m00n drink finally, going to buy all of them on Friday!!! i don't understand japanese so if someone could translate how many cals it got in??

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@n3wdawnfades_ strangers, coffee, sunsets, stuffed animals, laughter, outliving shitty politicians, discovering new shows, painting, new hobbies + friends, music, poetry, concerts, roller coasters, the ocean, living to see new animals and plants get discovered

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@n3wdawnfades_ when you’re going through it all the reasons to do it will seem more then the reasons not to. i know this sounds preachy and stupid but it really does get better. it doesn’t get perfect but it gets easier and more manageable. reasons to live are flowers, kind interactions from

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@xPrxttyinPxnkx calories are about how food burns so it’s literally how it burns. it’s a measure of energy

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becoming “small enough” never exists it’s a endless cycle of “i’ll just loose a little bit more” ;until you’re dead even that’s the point you won’t be around to see it /lh

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@oatmiu yes

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@cryingcalories2 the person who recommended u take joint supplements did they say what kind? i need some too and i’m trying to figure out what to take bc fish oil is highly listed and so are two other compounds