a lot of people are seeing my stuff.. wow hi everyone α‘ oΜ΄ΜΆΜ·Μ₯α· Μ« oΜ΄ΜΆΜ·Μ₯α· α‘
hi im vani/inav, im 18, i like to write. I am a really big pervert. Sorry. mainly fixated on no more eurydice and wax doll explosion academy + black swan
@elpstxn im really scared that hj will die before they fully mend everything and garam will find the sketchbook,,, but thankfully i think bdk will be giving garam a break GIVEN they make up
in a non traditional sense heejae's composing sketchbook is like chekhov's gun and im really scared in the worst case scenario that garam will posthumously release all of heejae's songs. yes, im saying heejae will die.
@ahjussijae I THINK IT WILL HAPPEN. sorry. i flinch like a wounded puppy whenever something is going too smoothly in any sort of story after watching banana fish. cant trust nothin
@molihuazotyca i say this performatively. Unfortunately. I get fatigued when writing fics super easily but i can crank out a twelve page analytical essay no problem. ethics and themes and such >> porn .In my brain
imagining heejae curling up with garam's old blankets and refusing to wash them so he can smell his scent as it fades day by day, to the point where it's just his own. he swears he'll burn them but can never bring himself to.
everything in that room is beyond saving, despite -
@molihuazotyca garams reaction to discovering that his professor is an omega...:... i can imagine garam thinking "jfc he must have drowned himself in cologne and chainsmoked all night" from the smell...Nay...That's Prof.....π
@molihuazotyca - control,, which ALSO reinforces his abusive nature stemming from a disordered place rather than cultivated somewhere along the line.. i need to hear your opinion on this because heejae's character is truly so dualistic to me in an odd polarized sense ykwim
@molihuazotyca i think two things can be true at once, his control stems from his pride because (as far as we know), his talent is comparable to a savant,, but it's really easy to get chicken or egg here because someone else could argue that he's so proud BECAUSE of his intrinsic need for -
@molihuazotyca if heejae was an omega i simply would not be able to find anything to dislike about him because this second gender sexism shit gets serious. and the implication that heejae got so far DESPITE that would solidify me as a d1 heejae defender i swear
@Tangenttanjiro IM SAYING. and if he has there's no way valter said no to that offer because they quite literally fill that "garam void" for each other. unless they both wanted a bottom and in that case i'm spreading switch compton/valter propaganda