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Bilingual geek & emotional mess. Expect many rants. In a perfect world Yashahime & Bleach's TYBW arc don't exist. YT account: @eemasprodz

[Asu @eemas91]

In that weird phase of my life where you notice your older co-workers' cognitive decline. Heartbreaking, honestly.

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Officially in that always jump to the worst conclusion and drive yourself into a panic attack era.

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"Bestätigen Sie Ihren weiterhin gültigen Bedarf für Psychotherapie" einmal monatlich ist auch so Farce wenn die Psychotherapeuten klar gemacht haben, dass die sich bei Kassenpatienten eh aus der Affäre ziehen. 🙄

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Just found out they discontinued the 99 € or any amount for that matter gift cards for Spotify. Sadge.

[‏ً @omgsidewalks]

i DO NOT want an AI summary of my Google search.
i DO NOT want an AI summary of my friend’s text message.
i DO NOT want an AI summary of the email I’m about to read.

I can read. PLEASE just let me.

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Die ganze Woche mit Tätigkeiten konfrontiert worden, die ich nicht (mehr) beherrsche. Da fragt man sich wirklich was man überhaupt (noch) kann wenn man so lebensunfähig und körperlich schwach ist.

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Telling a high performer to do their job makes them drop everything.

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I signed up for for therapy two months ago. Still haven't had my first consultation but they make me check in every month to see if I still require their services. Kinda feels a like 'Are you still depressed?' No. Of course not. Magically, I'm cured...

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With a friend.
Me: Please look at this image of a woman & tell me if it's A*I or not. I'm having a meltdown.
Him: Totally A*I.
Me: Nope. Apparently real. Beautiful as fuck, no expression & horrible acting but a real person
Him: Are you kidding me?
Can't trust anything any more.

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People say: we'd love to see you again and then choose a venue which they know is a no go for you. At least now I don't have to mask my way through the event and can just stay home.

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Werde dann wohl in diesem Job sterben. Jobwechsel mit Option auf 4 Jahre Befristung tu ich mir nicht an.

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@TinyTinkerBell9 I cheered for this mature storyline. Can't wait.

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Bin mittlerweile im vierten toxischen Arbeitsumfeld und jedes Mal bin ich zu laut, zu hysterisch, zu aggro, schwer von Begriff weil Anweisungen nicht klar formuliert werden und wieder hab ich keinen Lebensmut. Wozu kämpfen wenn man wieder am Anfang landet?

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Not gonna do anything because of my two cats but that almost feels worse, being trapped like that you know?

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On this day next month it will have been a year since I almost got hit by a truck. Casual friend knowing my current mental condition 'Are you sure you didn't get isekaid-ed?'
It helps to be able to talk about SI without the other person freaking out. Grateful for that friend.

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https://t.co/iSChg1KXSk
That's the video by the way.

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I am always angry when it comes to thinking about my mom. She chose addiction & deteriorating health over me. Then again I just watched a video on autism & addiction & it feels like something clicked. Maybe the addiction helped her feel more 'normal'.

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Had to contact support. The whole thing was resolved in less than five minutes. Took me three months to pick up the phone...

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Such Dir Hilfe. Frag nach Hilfe. Und wenn Du es dann endlich machst, wirst Du komplett allein gelassen. Schönen Dank auch.

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Thinking of giving up my hobby of 20 years because recently it makes me feel like I have to perform instead of doing it for fun. I constantly overthink if couples or style will be appealing to the audience. And that kills any inspiration I might have bad at that point. Sucks.