This project has me simultaneously vomiting and so excited Iโm nervous as fuck, in reality itโs 12x12 after resizing and taking up the entirety of the back of her leg, idk how to feel LOL
The fact that hands and eyes are simultaneously the most difficult to master in art and are the most expressive parts of a person will never not be a romantic irony to me
Some dudes love women like kids love the idea of having a puppy.
But then thereโs men that love women to the same capacity they treat their SINGULAR fixation that has vexed and ensnared them since they were a boy much younger.
It took nearly five months for this to get out of my system, in which I had the worst possible acne, digestive issues, and cycle issues. The grand finale being the worst actual cycle of my life. Donโt get the shot
I bring in little pots of plants to my windowsill instead of visiting the countryside. I light candles smelling of the redwood thinking itโs an echo of what it would be like to see them.
I donโt know how long thatโll be enough, but for now my room smells of soil and wood.
Weโre meant to outgrow our little lives and roam and be free but thatโs sort of scary and despite seeing how well it works for everybody else to leave the nest I still havenโt the courage to soar since the very idea of hitting the ground is scarier than anything.
So instead I say itโs all fine and start little projects within my same little town and create stories of places I dream to go, thinking: โMaybe this is enough, and if I have this I wonโt need to leave.โ
The vibe I wish to achieve is looking like if Amalthea, instead of a unicorn, was a fluffy poodle in cowgirl boots. But ofc with the same existential crisis and loss of childlike ignorance whilst retaining whimsy. You know?
I think the only thing I viciously hate about having my hair silver is needing to bleach it to the roots every month it feels like because my hair grows fastโ which is like yeah be grateful but also itโs cut to my shoulders like I want it to be short rn