bill clinton's screams

uneasy

[bill clinton's screams @egathedemon]

I used to be happy just smoking weed. look at me now. I‘m nobody

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how can I not take uppers I want to be happy too. I deserve to be happy too. I don‘t have any energy left in my body and I feel so down. I just want to be happy and

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I swear I hate hate

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I don't understand why everybody has to turn to a asshole. like bro just stay peaceful

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like yea they were assholes and all. but the memories were still pretty funny

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I miss having friends

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@kaaguirr @Ghostface_Doofy 35 years for growing a plant. crazy world we live in

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it all fades away eventually. I can’t live forever. I can’t stay forever. I feel like I’m killing myself with every day I wake up. I’m so tired and all I do is push things away. I can’t control it anymore and I don’t know whats gonna happen to me. I want to have hope.

[bill clinton's screams @egathedemon]

sometimes I do wish I had friends to talk to. friends that could sympathy with me

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my body empty maggots ate my stomache

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my body so full of hate I wanna cut it out of me

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they still acting like I don‘t pay shit. they still talking like I‘m no human on no shit.

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I hate it here I hate it there fuck this shit

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fuck suicide I don‘t even want to die I want to lay in my bed and wonder about things I could have done better BUT I FUCK UP EVERYTHING I TRY

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I can never get it right I always fuck it up. I always fuck shit up. I always fuck it why does no one get it

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I don‘t mean any harm. I‘m just trying my best to help and I‘m sorry that I suck at it. I really just want to help. I really just want to be happy. I hate damaging everything I touch everything I try ends up being a mess

[bill clinton's screams @egathedemon]

I was really just trying to help and I keep fucking it up more and more and more and more and more and more

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I wanna rip off my face

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maybe there is a tomorrow for me. maybe there isn‘t

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the fact that I payed with my soul is crazy