No matter how tensioned I am or try to prove my point I don’t know how to talk and cry
It’s either I cry and talk afterwards or talk and cry afterwards.
I can’t handle unnecessary pressure, if I don’t control my mind it feels like I’m about to explode because I can’t even shout to express myself.
I’m training my mind to disconnect from situations and just be still.
I crave friendship we’re we can call and share our wins and bad days�� I have tried it before it didn’t work out quite well…
Now I’m having a not so good start of month and a good one aswell but no one to share it with.
I have accepted there is nothing wrong with it.
You must learn to protect yourself from what drains you completely. You must learn to give names to your wounds. You must choose yourself without apologizing.