Nadie te ama más que tú cuando eliges dormir temprano, comer tu comida favorita, cuidar tu mente, mantenerte activo, ir al gimnasio e intentar cosas nuevas.
i was the one always reaching out first, making plans, and carrying the conversations because I was terrified of losing you.
I made excuses for every dry reply and long silence, telling myself they were just bad at texting while I stayed up overthinking every short message. I dropped everything the second they finally texted and still convinced myself that if I just loved them harder, they would eventually meet me in the middle.
The part that hurts the most is realizing they were completely comfortable with how one-sided it had become. I was pouring everything into us while they barely had to try. I gave them the kind of love most people only dream about, and they treated it like it was normal.
I can’t keep doing this to myself. It’s going to hurt for a while, but I’d rather feel this pain now than keep shrinking myself just to make someone love me back.
I’m so embarrassed by all the pathetic and desperate shit I’ve done in an attempt to feel loved, and I’m more embarrassed that nothing has ever worked.
brusan bli roti kukus langgananku biasanya harganya 7ribu 1 roti,td naik jd 8 ribu..wlopun naik cm sribu ibu yg jual smpe bilang dlu "maaf yh mas harganya naik soalnya ada penyesuaian bahan naik"..roti enak murah naik sribu aja yg jual minta maaf masa yg itu diam ajh