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Sunday and Robin’s secret third sibling & daily charmony dove @charmony_daily

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Ok here goes nothing HI I’M FLEUR I’D LOVE TO BE MUTUALS

H:SR and Genshin; I ship avenday, kavetham, anaglaea; sometimes I write fanfic! I’m new here but I’d love to find someone like-minded to talk to

20 y.o., she/her | 🤍 or rt if you’d like to be moots

#hsrtwt #genshintwt

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Но просто вот что делать если каждый раз когда я пыталась Стать Лучше меня жизнь била по голове. Я зимой начала искать работу и буквально оказалась в коляске

[flëur @eightsdawn]

But sometimes I am unfocused or afraid or shy or lost or disconnected from people, and then I think that all of this is a lie and I never gained any useful skills or qualities and only became bitter and mean and impossible to be friends with

[flëur @eightsdawn]

You know, to be fair, I’ve been like this - kinda apathetic, not knowing to do with my life - way before I was disabled. But I was a teenager then and I’m not anymore, and the very years that everybody spends figuring out what they want in life I spent fighting this shit

[flëur @eightsdawn]

I think every disabled person is haunted by their nonexistent alternative self that they could’ve been if they were healthy. I kinda just burst into tears when I saw this frame. Witness the will of the weak I guess.

[flëur @eightsdawn]

I’d say a lot of who I am IS a result of this 3,5 years of fighting. I know how to figure shit out, I collect myself easily and do what needs to get done, I’m not afraid of bureaucracy, I connect with people very easily — all because I got sick at 17

[flëur @eightsdawn]

@Linstian12 I don’t see why anyone would throw tomatoes at you, you’re just sharing your experience

I’d say it’s normal to see that some of your skills or good qualities are a result of a bad thing that happened to you and your family.

I wish you all the best 🫂

[flëur @eightsdawn]

@loxchilliyski Я вообще не ожидала от сюжетки Химеко такого я честно скажу…

[flëur @eightsdawn]

💞💞💞 guys remember this too please I strongly agree with this on my best days (and in general)

[Mally m/w bestie (IA) @GoldenExuvia]

.....yeah but then I think I have so much more strength, will and kindness because of not getting that version of myself, so it keeps me going regardless of how my body falls apart.

[flëur @eightsdawn]

@GoldenExuvia I think that too. I don’t know what would’ve been if I was healthy, but I do cherish some things that I gained because my disability forced me to.
Still it’s really sad to be sick & sometimes I think I only became more bitter and angry, but that’s not actually true

[flëur @eightsdawn]

@itsalwaysrye Hi! Sure!

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Ok here goes nothing HI I’M FLEUR I’D LOVE TO BE MUTUALS

H:SR and Genshin; I ship avenday, kavetham, anaglaea; sometimes I write fanfic! I’m new here but I’d love to find someone like-minded to talk to

20 y.o., she/her | 🤍 or rt if you’d like to be moots

#hsrtwt #genshintwt

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Everyone who quotes this talking about their disabled experiences, idk if it even matters but I read all of it, I see you guys 🫂 I mourn this phantom self sometimes but I still consider myself pretty amazing and I think you are all amazing too.

[flëur @eightsdawn]

I think every disabled person is haunted by their nonexistent alternative self that they could’ve been if they were healthy. I kinda just burst into tears when I saw this frame. Witness the will of the weak I guess.

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Ok that hit really deep can I unsee it pls

[flëur @eightsdawn]

This must be my most popular tweet so far, what is this

[flëur @eightsdawn]

I think every disabled person is haunted by their nonexistent alternative self that they could’ve been if they were healthy. I kinda just burst into tears when I saw this frame. Witness the will of the weak I guess.

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Я: депрессую со своим болючим катетером

Моя загадочная дама сердца в четыре часа утра: не знаю полюблю ли я тебя когда нибудь так же сильно КАК СВОЮ КОШКУ

???

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Hope really is the thing with feathers though

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Господи ну почему мне так погано

[flëur @eightsdawn]

It’ll never not feel this fucking lonely to read your hospital chart at night. Idk after all these years it still hurts a lot to know that I’m alone in this forever, for the rest of my life.

[timely tighnari 🍄 @naritimely]

My favourite sumeru official art

[flëur @eightsdawn]

If anyone implies that I’m being dramatic about my bad veins and how much some things hurt because of them EVER AGAIN I’m going to start ripping throats out

[flëur @eightsdawn]

Ok that hit really deep can I unsee it pls

[flëur @eightsdawn]

В итоге мне 21 через несколько дней, я только перехожу на второй курс (медиакоммуникаций). Поступила в универ в 17, ага.

[flëur @eightsdawn]

В 17 с заоблачными баллами поступила на филфак МГУ, училась там из рук вон плохо, потом серьезно заболела, с трудом закрыла первую сессию, в июне ушла в академ, вышла в феврале, в мае легла на операцию, отчислилась, поступила на филфак ВШЭ, а потом С НЕГО ТОЖЕ ОТЧИСЛИЛАСЬ

[Nataliya Yefimova @NatoI23406]

Нахуй истории успеха! Расскажите мне, как вы закрыли свои заводы, сдали детей в детдом, и уехали в село выращивать гусей.

Расскажите, как уволили всех сотрудников, как подвели всех клиентов, как ушли в монастырь писать фанфики.

Вот это я б послушал, а не советы по бизнесу.