smileeey✿⁠

this is my freedom wall. let me just open everything up here okay!!

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things...

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

2025 & 2026😭

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

why do I feel so lonely, even though I have them beside me? why does it still feel like I’m going through everything all by myself?

this is my why

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

where I should be heading, or where I should settle myself. I feel like I just want to scream and cry everything out loud. let it all pour out until there’s nothing heavy left inside.

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

I honestly don’t even know what to feel anymore. Everything around me feels confusing and heavy, and I truly can’t tell what is happening in my life right now. It feels like so many parts of me and of my world have been broken or damaged.

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

but whenever I try to speak or write them down, they slip away and I can’t find the right words to explain it. I feel completely lost, like I’ve stepped away from every familiar place and path I used to know, and I have no idea where I truly belong.

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

I'm so lost.

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

Qadarullah wa maa syaa'a fa'ala✨

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

nagka sakit pa nga huhu

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

kinapatid ba naman HAHAHAHA

[rosali, RPh @rosaliglitaz0ne]

tiis lang talaga para sa pangarap na tatlong letra!! it will be worth it, ano ba naman ‘tong ilang buwan na sakripisyo para sa lisensyang pang habang-buhay🥹🙏🪬

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

di ako sanay sa sarili ko like!? nagiging manhid na ako

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

nakakapagod din kayang maging takbuhan tapos ikaw walang matakbuhan

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

hey, it's me again. smile:)

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

laillaha illallah🥺

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

shiiit tud

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

mayah lang naman aku mag rest sah mayta byaini? mayta sang ganapan pa niyananam ku?

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

nahilu na aku as in;<

[smileeey✿⁠ @eishmalenei]

I'm tired physically, mentally and now emotionally😭