Most of my pd remission being maintained is just me telling myself ew no that's what an edgelord would do and weirding myself out from indulging in thoughts
I wish the TV didn't glow, I wish I could have just been a girl. I could have been pretty and happy and successful in my relationships and hobbies. Sure, I might have that awful feeling seeing myself in the mirror or when called pretty, but at least I wouldn't know the name of it
@valeriaxhwnt Not a full stack or even val but I just got dropped by a dude across everything in the middle of queueing cos I mentioned inviting a friend to join, that HE greenlit ๐ฅฒ he was so chill and fun to play w/ when we had and I wanted to b friends, so I've been bitter w/ no explanation
Wait my ex fucked up my personality and my style too, not just my sex and dating life ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฎโ๐จ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
@trahera_ It's cos people are finding it funny again recently :,) dumb as hell and I have my thoughts about it but that's the reason, been getting them too- hopefully they dwindle out for you soon ๐ญ