mud

they/he - hermit - post-left libertarian/vague anarchist
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this app is kinda shit

[mud @eldritchvibes]

@MSorrenti434 @BlackKnightBaph @JoeB87395946 @AvalonianVoyage I'm not even practicing and I can tell you its still about the choice to not act as your "nature" would suggest. *You* have to acknowledge the sin in that, turn away to God (or just a better way of life period), and follow His path

[mud @eldritchvibes]

Yeah I forgot this was my shout into the void app and not the start arguments with strangers the nuance of which will be lost on spectators and just make me Upset app (I hate the politics on here. mass liberty oriented class solidarity ftw and not whatever some of this shit is)

[mud @eldritchvibes]

@wampa_guy @VivekGRamaswamy Dude theres much more credible things to dog him for that isn't "mmmm india poop"

[mud @eldritchvibes]

@klesto92 @TheJustinLoyd @theserfstv Not that it erases it conceptually but if hes grown he's grown, no need to limit someone punitively if they respond to outside input like that

[mud @eldritchvibes]

@klesto92 @TheJustinLoyd @theserfstv Didn't he at least acknowledge in and go to some out patient program prior to dropping off for a year-ish?

[mud @eldritchvibes]

I'm just tired of feeling like I'm trapped in a hole only reaching out to puppet a corpse with a pretty mask

[mud @eldritchvibes]

You ever just got diagnosed with a personality disorder you are your only point of reference for, and part of it is that you compulsively avoid/compartmentalize negative stimuli so you compartmentalize and avoid coping with the diagnosis and broader realizations you've had

[mud @eldritchvibes]

Which is fucked because these people, ties, things, *do* genuinely mean a lot to me but however this has all settled in my mind just,, makes it all so far away. Like the moment I try to act, it'll all fade away anyway, or when I actually connect *I'll* fade away

[mud @eldritchvibes]

The processing exists in the same "space" the sense of love i have towards the people and things that matter to me exists in; somewhere closed off and hidden, underneath a layer of rage, nearly beyond my reach

[mud @eldritchvibes]

@SimonHoneyStan Appreciate your enthusiasm but that's such a non-issue in this scheme. They werent even the only LPers of their time lmfao

[mud @eldritchvibes]

western society will burn upon its disjointed worship of the self and the ignorance of those who seek short gratification from issues far larger than themselves

[mud @eldritchvibes]

Didn't screencap my wrapped and dont care to just to post again, but this was neat

[mud @eldritchvibes]

@ItalianLichKing @RodeoProfessor Totally agree, but in my experience (which is limited) the national parks I've been to do lean into mass transit once you're in the park or there's limited road access inside the park. Getting into the parks is another story with how remote some are.

[mud @eldritchvibes]

what, you *don't* have a compartmentalized part of you in your brain thats just screaming half the time?

[mud @eldritchvibes]

Every time I pay attention to Twitter level politics I get sent into a fight or flight trying wrap my head around how people think to come to the fucking stupid takes and agendas they have (non-specific, most everyone sucks)

[mud @eldritchvibes]

In a better world I think, the totality of human experience exists in a state of happening at exactly the same time, by one vaguely singular being seeing it all at once

[mud @eldritchvibes]

the growing worry that ive displaced myself from the wider collective unconscious in such an irreversible fashion that I must consign myself to hermitage

[Doc Strangelove @DocStrangelove2]

A lever action Obrez made by anti communists to use against the Latvian Socialist Soviet Republic.