You aren't lost, you're just in an uncomfortable stage of your life where you old self is gone, but your new self isn't fully born yet. You're in the midst of transformation. This is the sign that everything is working out in your favor. You're next in the line for blessings.
i’m honestly the most understanding person you could ever meet so if you push me to the point where all i want to do is walk away then it’s really your loss.
calling friends out on their BS is part of being a true friend, if you can’t handle it then it’s time to part ways... simple as that. We too old for half friends.