tal

25 /// will interact with sh soz // bmi: 17.7 // free 🇵🇸

[tal @elfypubg]

i isolate myself and then cry when i see my friends hanging out together 😂 el oh el

[tal @elfypubg]

lidl i love you. 99p and feels safe too eat …i won.

[tal @elfypubg]

bulimia is rlly smth else cause tell me why ive eaten 4 cakes in the span of 24 hours

[tal @elfypubg]

it’s like i’m constantly on the verge of tears but nothing happens

[tal @elfypubg]

i’m so unbelievably depressed it’s almost funny

[tal @elfypubg]

finally out of the 18s man that took so long

[🍂Al Denta🍁 @mr_kotets]

Back to bed, im done sketching🤕
#projecthailmary

[M ⌖ ÆON @YUNGSADISTlC]

ever since I was a little girl I knew I wanted to smoke a cigarette and be on the computer.

[𝑨𝒓𝒕 🎨 @_ArtMuseum]

Banquet of Mermaids, by Ryoko Kimura

[tal @elfypubg]

i like the new bmi calculator much more LMFAOOOOOOOO

[tal @elfypubg]

hmmmmmm…..

[tal @elfypubg]

but i can’t stop purging and i hate feeling like any food is in my body so idk how exactly im gonna be able to do this without continuing to lose weight hahahahaha fuckkkkkkk

[tal @elfypubg]

tomorrow will be 7 months since i relapsed, i’ve lost 68lbs which is kinda crazy ngl

[tal @elfypubg]

it’s a ticking time bomb rlly cause realistically i’ve hit the limit on how thin i can be without family getting involved- i’m already getting grilled about it and id rather maintain this weight than deal with more conversations abt my body lol

[tal @elfypubg]

exhausted, cold, dealing with shitty uk weather and working 3 jobs….

[tal @elfypubg]

@issa455264 me too 🥲

[tal @elfypubg]

i’m more than 3 kg lighter than jimin…we used to pray for times like these

[tal @elfypubg]

@moonsara222 i feel you, i feel like the body definitely fights back against going below bmi 19 like it takes forever

[tal @elfypubg]

hit a new lw, 57.7 …ive never been this low in the 10 years of my disorder. This relapse is actually crazy, i was 87kg 6 months ago (bmi: 28) and now im 18.5