why am I still so sad? I've been fighting and trying my hardest to get better for so long, but no matter what I always end up back in that dark place just feeling empty and alone
I kinda want a submissive boy with a big dick I can put a collar and leash on. One that would top me without complaint when I want it while I tug on his leash and call him my good boy.
Random thought. Might delete later. >//>