ninta•✧⁠*⁠。

make your own fantasy, sing your own melody //📕cr : bumi manusia, better than before, twenty-four eyes, platina data

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

my reading thread ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖📘˖⊂⁠(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠*⁠.⁠✧

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

can't believe today is my last day of being 27. spiritually i feel 22 y.o—far too young to be feeling this kind of stress.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

it seems like i need a therapist, but i don't know how to find one.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

there's no easy way to do this. this just has to change today. now or never.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

maybe all i need is more freedom

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

Qtela tempe crispy yang rasa rumput laut enak banget

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

'98 babies are turning 24 this year, right???

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

damn tinggal seminggu aku menikmati usia ini huaa so this is what birthday blues feels like huh

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

@venusjmi she looks like a mermaid

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

aku harus gimana lagi sih bingung banget lho segala hal jadi kaya aku ga pernah baik mengambil keputusan dan bereaksi.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

yapp, me when i'm in a bad mood

[Brevis @brevis_00]

FRIENDS' re-watch value is so underrated. You can literally just pick a random episode to start watching and you'll still enjoy it.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

sembilan hari menuju usia bertambah, aku gak siap nambah umur asli deh. mau tetap angka cantik ini saja huhuu

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

masih pagi baru mulai kerja udah rasa pengen pulang wkwk

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

📺currently watching: The Chosen series at Netflix

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

real harus kembali menyibukkan diri

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

membingungkan. keputusan apa yang harus aku ambil? (⁠ ⁠･ั⁠﹏⁠･ั⁠)

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

and i WILL get my spark back.

[ّ @hb42_m]

Getting your spark back is worth everything in this world

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

sometimes you just have to wake up and change everything. your mind, your mood, your behavior, your will, your hope, and your heart. not much to explain, just change. because the heart has been hurt so much that you rather be the new version of yourself than being depressed.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

duniaku belakangan ini tidak baik-baik saja. aku merasa kesepian. walau aku punya teman, aku merasa sendiri. aku gatau perlu menyatakan perasaanku ke mana lagi. mungkin sebaiknya aku buat buku yang isinya kepalaku ini. biar aku ga gila, karena kalau semua dipikirkan aku yg lelah.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

capek banget rasanya. capek hati, fisik, pikiran dan perasaan.

[ninta•✧⁠*⁠。 @elisiaelse]

how come my life gets harder this time? is this because of me? i thought this year was supposed to be great but instead my life feels harder to pass day by day. why God? i wanna be more positive but instead i did the opposite. i'm so sad and tired, and i don't wanna socialize.