People always say I'm weird for this, but Ive got this rule for myself, and it's like basically "I don't join discord servers unless Ive been explicitly invited to it"
I just LOVE how when I look at my home Twitter page, one of the first people who appear in my "who to follow" list is my toxic ahh ex... Like bruh wtf, I literally have her blocked-
@AmorNightshade Mmmaybe... I can send you some more haha. Tho I don't have much yet.
If I share it with you, you gotta give me advice tho!! Like peer review XD
@AmorNightshade I won't be sharing any names, fortunately for them XD
I don't particularly want them to be harassed or anything. That and they've apologized (tho not very well) and we've both moved on.
(They also may have been my ex...)
Sometimes I wonder if some of my vtuber moots talk badly about me behind my back.
Like it just nags at the back of my mind. Cuz like, if they're dark-faced like that, I'd rather they just say it to my face y'know?
I say this mostly because I had a vtuber friend who did that...
My mental is basically a cycle of "i dont wanna do shit anymore" and "I wanna do all the shit in the world"
and i can never find the motivation to do either...
People threw money at me yesterday and i cant help but feel like...bro i don't deserver this. Like, yall got me to my first ever twitch payout T-T like honestly i dont understand...
I don't even know what to say...
thank you guys so much T-T I actually SO appreciate every single one of you guyssssss QwQ
I have no words...16 subs is crazyyyyyy and a level 5 hype train!! Thats the highest ive ever seen o.o
Greatest Return stream ever T-T
im actually having a panic attack rn
im so nervous for my last final.
my heart is like beating really quickly and i dont feel ready holy shit im so scared im so nervous im so worried fuck
so like...why are practically all my friends people who live across an ocean????
I wanna vc someone while i study but i canttt cuz they're all asleep T-T
And im not comfortable asking people either way to vc... cuz i dont wanna bother them...
haha-