Part of living with unfathomable levels of depression over the years has just been coming to the realization that 95% of people just won’t take the severity of the situation seriously until you’re dead lol
sometimes i feel like checking up on people but then i’m like… they never do that for me. then i remember, “i am the love i give to others.” but at the same time, i don’t wanna keep reaching out just to feel like i’m begging to be remembered or look like a desperate fuck
stop letting people consume you. they didn't call? go to sleep. they didn't message you? put your phone down and have a better day. they left you on read? delete the conversation. they didn't make an effort? match their energy. never let your happiness depend on anyone