5 months since my beautiful boy was taken away from me...us. 5 months of pure hell. I didn't just loose my son, I lost a huge part of me, my piece of mind, the life I had when he was in it. I'm the keeper of his memory, because that's all I have now!
Wow, what a performance from ✨ Luminous Soul ✨
Luminous Soul is a contemporary dance programme run by @OPENARTSNI in Northern Ireland, providing high-quality dance training and development for disabled people. #OYW23
It's been 9 weeks since I last seen and spoke to my beautiful boy. I can't believe that I'll never get to talk, laugh and hug him again. My heart is shattered in a million pieces. I'm trying my best but every day is worse than the last. My boy deserved better! @heyitspaddy
By: This Blew My Mind
“When pregnant, the cells of the baby migrate into the mothers bloodstream and then circle back into the baby, it’s called “fetal-maternal microchimerism”.
For 41 weeks, the cells circulate and merge backwards and forwards, and after the baby is born, many of these cells stay in the mother’s body, leaving a permanent imprint in the mothers tissues, bones, brain, and skin, and often stay there for decades. Every single child a mother has afterwards will leave a similar imprint on her body, too.
Even if a pregnancy doesn't go to full term or if you have an abortion, these cells still migrate into your bloodstream.
Research has shown that if a mother's heart is injured, fetal cells will rush to the site of the injury and change into different types of cells that specialize in mending the heart.
The baby helps repair the mother, while the mother builds the baby.
How cool is that?
This is often why certain illnesses vanish while pregnant.
It’s incredible how mothers bodies protect the baby at all costs, and the baby protects & rebuilds the mother back - so that the baby can develop safely and survive.
Think about crazy cravings for a moment. What was the mother deficient in that the baby made them crave?
Studies have also shown cells from a fetus in a mothers brain 18 years after she gave birth. How amazing is that?”
If you’re a mom you know how you can intuitively feel your child even when they are not there….Well, now there is scientific proof that moms carry them for years and years even after they have given birth to them.
I find this to be so very beautiful.
My beautiful, brave boy was included in the minute silence before the @Armagh_GAA v @Doiregaa Ulster final. Seeing and hearing his name nearly broke me, but I’m so grateful that people got to acknowledge just how brave he was!
My beautiful, kind, loving son has died while saving someone from drowning . I feel so helpless. I don’t want to go on, but I have to as my daughter needs me, as I do her. I just want to hold him one more time…please god give me the strength to keep going.