me staying home all day: The world is evil and nobody deserves anything
me after 30 minutes on the train and 10 minutes walking outside: Evetybody in the world is Beautiful
"its okay if you dont have any friends, just go out to events and dont let it stop you!"
goes out to events, and gets stuck sitting by myself awkwardly watching everyone with their friend groups/partners creating memories.
this is hell and im living in it