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17 | sw: 135lbs cw: 112lbs

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

this is actual torture, all i do is eat and then think about the next time im gonna eat like a pig

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@168290mm hopefully i can lose 1-2kg but at the very least get out of bmi 18 jail 🙏

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@wiinsry i genuinely would get out of my bed to eat like 3x and that’s it, now i barely touch it till night time bec im always walking

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@ghostivyleaves i hope ur okay, pls take care of urself

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

every time i lose weight i expect to feel better but i literally just want to lose more. like im officially an underweight bmi and now i need to get to 17 like ok

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@strvedbunnie it definitely is for me i pace like 15k steps a day and lost weight quicker when I started pacing, the speed at which ur pacing makes a big difference in cals tho

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@polkadoodledot nothing triggers me like recovery content that’s for sure

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@amorafawn omg yes i wanna hear about it all

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@dollscentpx this is soo cute i love that it’s becoming cardigan season

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@mytorntights i honestly just do it whenever i have the urge, then continue for however long i want but at the very least do 30 mins

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@ghostivyleaves blueberry bagels are ELITE im glad to see they’re in their rightful place

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

does anyone else struggle with being able to eat home-cooked dinners from their family? my mom is making chili which is one of my fear foods 🙁🙁

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@serendipityspo ur thighs are so slim! there is definitely a difference

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@jellyousite i think ur being really considerate of ur friend that’s kind of u, it’s definitely a complicated situation bec u can’t just stop your habits completely to protect them

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@mentderanged yes it definitely does, i also find that i can’t hold it for as long/it’s more urgent

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@bruiisedbunnii literally started doing 8k, then 10k, then 12k now I feel a compulsion to get at least 16k it’s evil

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@ReiRohanBalls yess i second this i love the non-food related distraction polls

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@un1corncupcak3 wow that’s a crazy loss, i need to get consistent enough like this!

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@amorafawn im so sorry amora that’s really scary, i hope that you’re okay and things get better 💗

[ella 🪽 @ellaeaeae]

@ghostivyleaves sounds actually heavenly, need that rn