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5teen #shedtwt ⋆˚࿔ bmi fat જ⁀➴°⋆ 18+ DNI

[ella @ellaonempty]

@CptTortillas_ True but I’m more so talking about everyone who does know I exist

[ella @ellaonempty]

What’s it called when you feel like everyone fucking hates you

[ella @ellaonempty]

@lalosucks I agree

[ella @ellaonempty]

Count till I don’t know what counts

[ella @ellaonempty]

@IWantCherry2000 Do I know you?

[ella @ellaonempty]

Insecure because I know how replaceable I am

[ella @ellaonempty]

Everybody’s perception of me is wrong

[ella @ellaonempty]

Does anyone else have a strong attachment to their bathroom floor

[ella @ellaonempty]

So someone lmk when I’ll learn from my mistakes and stop being fucking stupid

[ella @ellaonempty]

Wanna go on a walk and only return when I’m ready

[ella @ellaonempty]

trust issues so bad someone could have a mental breakdown infront of me and I will stare at them wondering if they are trying to manipulate me

[ella @ellaonempty]

Why is everyone okay with hurting me

[ella @ellaonempty]

Attachment is root of all misery.

[ella @ellaonempty]

I’m no one’s favorite, so why do I keep trying so hard to make myself more favorable?

[ella @ellaonempty]

I hate everyone and myself all I feel is disgust, annoyance and hatred

[ella @ellaonempty]

I’m not made for any kind of relationship, I’m genuinely just born to be alone

[ella @ellaonempty]

Does my pen only write bitter words for those who are dear to me?

[ella @ellaonempty]

I deserve nothing but torture and death

[ella @ellaonempty]

Fuck this clean shit I give up