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I rant a lot about my pathetic life

[🌸 @elle_avos]

One day, somehow you will experience what you did to others. You will get served what you deserve. Hence, stay humble.

[🌸 @elle_avos]

I miss those silly phone calls, I miss hearing your voice your stupid laugh, I miss having you here

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I thought I'll be fine but I'm not at all. I just miss you soo much that it hurts

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Do you guys believe in sihir? Cause I dont but my mom hmm

[🌸 @elle_avos]

I rasa cara I pakai pergi kerja quite modest. Not showing off any of my assets but still ada abg2 MA or PPK yg tgk I mcm nk mkn i. Got this one time I nk psg branula paeds so kena mintak abg MA tuk pegang that kid la. Then tgh2 pasang rasa mcm org tgk, guess what dia tgk dada I

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@Sol_Dado69 Parents kat sini semua jenis negligence. Maybe due to their education background

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Got one case umur bru 11 years old brought by ambulance unconscious we cpr more than 30mins but still LO. Masa tu kau menangis air mata drh pun x guna dh. You're the one who let it happen. Kau yg bg dia motor. Menangis la

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Sakit hati gak bila mak2 dtg ank accident, tp xde lesen umur pun kdg2 12 tahun, pastu bila tanya knp bg ank bwk motor, alasan dia ala doktor dia bwk kawasan rumah je, saya yg bg kunci. Okay let's see whether you can say the same thing bila ank kau msuk redzone unconscious.

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Some people shouldn't be parents. There's alot of negligence especially here. Some people are just stupid. Pastu yg bodoh2 ni la yg paling membiak smpai 6-10 org. Maka makin ramai la org2 bodoh

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Sakit hati gak bila mak2 dtg ank accident, tp xde lesen umur pun kdg2 12 tahun, pastu bila tanya knp bg ank bwk motor, alasan dia ala doktor dia bwk kawasan rumah je, saya yg bg kunci. Okay let's see whether you can say the same thing bila ank kau msuk redzone unconscious.

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Some people don't deserve to survive or save. Sometimes I do question myself why should I save you? Mat rempit, penagih dadah, sampah masyrakat, rappers. But because of the oath I still have to save these humans

[Bangjim @hazimhalimmmm]

Ada baca.

Dia ceraikan isteri dia sebab isteri kedua taknak bermadu, dia kena dekat omi. Aku admit lelaki ni sampah sebenaqnya, kalau dia nak curang dia curang.

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Nak lipstick baru but already got a lot of lipsticks hmm

[🌸 @elle_avos]

What should I get for my birthday

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Craving for soft cookies tapi kat sini mcm takde

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Idk why my mom always thought yg aku ni kena buatan org... No mama, I'm just crazy that's it

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Can you undo this feeling. I still love him even when I'm super pissed off with him

[🌸 @elle_avos]

I should have never replied to your dm. I should have left you on read. But I was stupid enough to give you a chance to come into my life and break it apart after I painfully built it back together. Thank you for your lessons. I don't deserve to be loved or happy

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Like he probably is laughing oh that girl yeah I just used her to satisfy my lust then I just throw her away like nothing. She doesn't deserve love. She just a body that I fuck.

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Idk why I'm soo stupid. How could anyone love me. I'm mental. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I'm full of traumas. He just wants my body he doesn't want me. He lied but I'm stupid enough to believe that he actually loves me. I'm soo stupid. He must be so happy cause he able to fool me.

[🌸 @elle_avos]

I thought I was smart but I'm really stupid, fat and ugly. That's why he can take advantage of me. He just needs to lie that he loves me then he just throws me away, like garbage

[🌸 @elle_avos]

Am I ugly? That's why people keep on using me