The handwork of DAVID MARTINS THE ABUSER!!!!!!!!!
You physically assaulted your wife which led to your 1 year old child sustaining injuries!!!!
You threatened her and told her nobody will believe her and that she’s trying to ruin your career!
i no longer internalize people disliking me when i have never done anything to warrant their ill feelings because i understand that their contempt towards me either stems from projection, envy, or misunderstanding. whatever it may be, i don't care to change their mind
You can't gaslight a skilled communicator with strong pattern recognition, intuition and discernment. You can't convince them they're the problem when you can't even hold space for an uncomfortable conversation because you're too self-absorbed to face yourself.
When someone can't recognize their own mistakes, they blame the truth for being harsh. Avoiding responsibility isn't innocence it’s refusing to face your own demons and offloading them on anyone
who'll pity you.
Some of your parents are merely vessels for you to come through. Thats it. That was the contract. They were never meant to nurture you-they never had the capacity. They were never meant to love you- emotionally they never had the capacity. They were never meant to build you up- You were destined to surpass and overpower them. You are a child of the most high- not these humans.
When me and my friend went to dinner I covered our bill plus tip which was a little over $200 because I wanted to. We went to the store I needed an energy drink and gas she immediately said “I’ll get what you need” and that’s the only type of people I want around me. It’s never about keeping score or matching dollar for dollar. It’s simply knowing you got me just like I got you .. you can’t put a price on reciprocation, I just need to know it exists.