@CoralKize there were ABSOLUTELY NO trends about ashley until i confessed love and got blocked, and there's been like 3 in the one month i am in no contact.
to change and make myself a better person to be able to stay in contact. once again, my horrible mistakes have a silver lining, but just like every other time it's a right that solved a wrong i inflicted upon myself.
when ashley first established a date to end no contact, i said I would set a calender, and i was looking through my alarms to turn on my work alarm when i saw this
i guess i really did set an alarm, with the exact time
i say established no contact instead of blocked, because when i was still in the stage of bargaining, i used one of my alt accounts and dm'd her pretending to be a bystander.
not my proudest moment, and i regret it now. but this desperation likely allowed me to have a chance (1)
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so like there's no trends about ashley when i can talk to her but as soon as i get into no contact (yes i deserved it dont ask),,,,, BOOM THE @/SOFTBLUEISH ON EVERY ADACHI REI ART, AND NOW THE LARPTWTS OF HER?????/ comon mannn