ElliotIsMeee

She/They
16
Pro-recovery!!

I'm really into planes and ships and music :3

173 cm
SW: 70 kg
CW: 57 kg/BMI 19
GW: 48 kg/BMI 16

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

I wanna cry

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

Genuinely so scared if that test but when it's done it'll be over and I'll have at least an ounce of mental space back. Maybe it won't be that bad

[jane @janeisliving]

restricting more = mental peace but no ability to think or energy to do anything

restricting less = mental chaos and guilt which leads to not being able to think or do anything

there is no winning

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

Physics test tomorrow I'm so fucked

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

@way2thin_ Yoghurttt

[lukas ✮ @fr3minet]

MANLY words for MANLY #edrtwt!!

Starving = agressive cut🫝‼️❕️❌️
Binging = Extreme cheat day 🤑😳🍔🍔
Fasting = super mega ultra not eating!!!

[khalum ✦ @khalumries]

as someone who has suffered from each eating disorders BED sucks the worst and it rlly isnt as simple as just stopping

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

Body didn't understand the assignment and now we losing hair but not weight ✌️#edrtwt #ricecaketwt #ricecakenation

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

@unicornmortuary Both lol. I live near the park but I often can't be bothered to go outside

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

I've legit been maintaining my weight since July cuz I keep binging /restricting and it's so embarrassing to admit #erdtwt #ricecaketwt #ricecakenation

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

I wonder if teachers know what kinda breakdowns their tests/classes can lead students into and I mean ACTUALLY

[Lizz 𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 @flyinglizzz]

I wish ppl understood how draining are eating disorders, this is not a SIDE of my life this is my ENTIRE life

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

What am I even doing with my life

[𑣲epoch || shedrtwt @astrocat16x]

i been eating like im recovered lately😭😭😭😭😭

[kanna ⋆˚࿔ @kaane0]

when will people understand that eating more protein and fiber is not going to stop me from overeating like it doesn’t matter if i am full THE HUNGER IS IN MY HEAD

[꧁࿇slavena࿇꧂ @chernokoshka]

soo…we all binged today…?

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

Looking at thinspo after binging is such a weird feeling cuz I mean in my head it's "look what you've done you fat 🐖" while my stomach is practically bursting and I look at girls with concave stomachs and thigh gaps #edrtwt #ricecakenation

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

@windchimes_10 Cleaning and becoming organised lol, making plans/lists and actually taking care of myself

[ElliotIsMeee @ElliotIsMee]

@styrozzz_ Rice, honey APPLES omg not that high but it was still a shock lol. And PARMESAN CHEESE omg why is cheese so high in cals