sering denger kata-kata ini
“memaafkan itu memang gratis, menyembuhkan rasa sakitnya itu perlu dicicil seumur hidup”.
aku setuju banget karena trusting someone again tuh ga semudah itu. banyak org mikir klo udh dimaafin berarti semuanya balik normal, padahal reality doesn’t always work that way.
maaf bisa dikasih cepet, tp rasa aman sama trust itu dibangun dari consistency, bukan cuma kata ‘maaf’.
dan menurut aku wajar klo ada org yg masih hati-hati setelah disakitin. bukan berarti dia dendaman atau ga tulus maafin, tp once trust is broken, pasti ada rasa takut buat ngerasain hal yg sama lagi.
I read a quote that said, “You can be the prettiest shade of green, but you’ll never be enough for someone whose favorite color is blue,” and it really stuck with me.
I want you to remember this:
I'm not giving up on you.
I'll never give up on us. What we have is a special, real, and pure connection.
Not in my wildest dreams would I ever just throw that away. You're my entire world and so much more.
In English, we say, “Can I be a child again?”
But in poetry, we say, “Take me back to when laughter was endless, and my dreams were bigger than my fears.”
“di tempat yang salah, sekalipun kamu memberikan yang terbaik itu gaakan cukup — tapi di tempat yang tepat, kehadiranmu aja udah cukup untuk dirayakan”.
simple words, but enough for you who feel this.
I don’t want to say goodbye. I don’t want to be the person who walks away, who lets fear dictate my future, who lets love slip through my fingers. I want to be the person who stays, who fights, who believes in what we have even when it’s hard. I want to build a life with you that is filled with love in every moment, even the difficult ones. I want to stand by your side through every storm, knowing that at the end of the day, we are stronger together. I don’t want to lose you.
perlu waktu yang sangat lama untuk sampai dititik rela melewati rasa sakit, mengontrol pikiran yang rumit, berkelahi dengan ego sendiri, serta banyak rasa sesak yang mungkin tidak bisa diungkapkan.
semua itu tidak sesederhana mengucap; "ikhlaskan saja"
memang sesusah itu!
It hurts when your family be calling you lazy cause little do they know, you're struggling, and still fighting to push and move forward every single day