chi

lowest

[chi @ellrchive]

still luv the burning feeling down my throat

[chi @ellrchive]

I want to feel like I can fall apart and still be enough, that I can break and still be wanted, that I am worthy even with these scars that refuse to fade.

[chi @ellrchive]

why do I've always felt like l had to fight for my place in someone’s life

[chi @ellrchive]

I want to feel like I can fall apart and still be enough, that I can break and still be wanted, that I am worthy even with these scars that refuse to fade.

[chi @ellrchive]

"The same overwhelming dread has returned, and I feel completely drained. I’m running on empty, with no energy left to fight the darkness."

[chi @ellrchive]

why don't I have someone like me in my life?

[chi @ellrchive]

ALL I ASK IS FOR YOU TO FUCKING COMPREHEND HOW HARD IS THAT

[chi @ellrchive]

lol do you really think na ganon kalakas impact niyo sakin? bro idgaf

[chi @ellrchive]

di man lang tinago yung kakapalan ng mukha

[chi @ellrchive]

Eh kung ganyan pala mga ugali niyo edi tangina niyo di ko kayo kailangan

[chi @ellrchive]

FUCKING INSENSITIVE CUNT

[chi @ellrchive]

tangina nababasa pala, andun pala siya

[chi @ellrchive]

I actually did it, wtf

[chi @ellrchive]

TANGINA HAHAHAHA DI NA 'TO DEJA VU, RECREATION OF EVENTS NA

[chi @ellrchive]

how do I put it out there without being labeled as "emotional" or "mababaw" ???

[chi @ellrchive]

tapos next time maririnig ko nanaman uli yung

"--- ka nanaman?"

"ginawa mo ng career yung pagiging ---"

" yun na yon??"

[chi @ellrchive]

it's a good decision not to let you in.

[chi @ellrchive]

I'll stop being clingy and vocal, ur making me build my walls again.