el nightrunner

DJ, Musician, Writer, Vegan, aspiring #Madden pro he/him 🇲🇽♌

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

The Human Beings will always be here 🪶🦅🕸️🦇🌵🐍

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

to be clear, it was definitely one of those things that was meant to happen. I had met her a couple times before that night, and was very attracted to her. she literally jumped on me. there was quite literally no stopping nature on that one.

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it's been a while. I have some tea. I was being all sentimental this year about my V-Day anniversary. so like a normal person, I went online and stalked down the taker of my virginity... from 31 years ago. found her too! 👑

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anyway, kind of my final thoughts on this: when I saw her picture, all the shame of the initial situation went away; i.e. doing something forbidden, the cheating, the drinking. I allowed myself to feel a bond with her, possibly for the first time.

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and yes, she still is a very beautiful woman

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

I have to say, she was SO PRETTY. lil 13 year old Samuel was a PRINCE for this. total beauty. when I saw her yearbook picture, I recognized her right away.

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and when I say "talk to my ex", I mean write letters and send them in the mail. this was 1993 - it cost money to call other states in the U.S. at that time. like a lot of money.

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to add to the drama that began my sex life, I actually cheated on a "girlfriend" with my first. I was in this small town for just a month. so instead of keeping in touch with my partner, I felt bad and continued to talk to my "ex" after I left.

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it was a drunken 1 night stand if you're wondering. I was 13. it was my first time being drunk and sexed. I was visiting with my dad in another state. my mom never let me go back because I came back with a bunch of hickies.

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there's a "bad bitch" at my club that has a crush on me. I kissed her on the cheek last night, she was so nervous and excited. it's so hot when people with tough exteriors, soften a little. 🔥

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I had a yt counselor for the first time, decided to try it.
never again.

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

man I am struggling with counseling.
I don't know what to do. I'ma keep at it but goddamn

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

@ilovenostalgia love Whitney Houston, but I can live without her music

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

I despise the "let's start celebrating Christmas on November 1st" sentiment so hard.
these are the people that can't be alone with their thoughts for 10 seconds.
please learn to cope with seasonal depression so we don't have to ruin 25% of the year for everyone.

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they're trying to get me on demon time tonight.
good thing I'm a good boy and it's way too cold 😇

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

@sgluvr

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

if you're trying to impress me with how many hours you worked at your wage job, don't.

[el nightrunner @elnightrunner]

@RealEmirHan Sharon Stone in Casino.
such a brilliant performance because I can't look at her without getting mad

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I think many Americans that side with Israel, do so because they're not prepared to reconcile the illegitimacy of the United States as well #stolenland #FreePalestine #IndigenousPeoples

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@Commie_Nicholas probably Deftones. they hooked me when I was 16 and have never let me down

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Western civilization is being rewarded for atrocities, by being given another group of people to terrorize.

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my entire political ideology began with my mother; a talented educator, teaching me about the Holocaust. she went through the trouble in the 80s and 90s, to get video of the liberation of multiple camps. I've also personally been to Dachau.

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my question is: why have the descendants of the Holocaust forgotten?
why are these people commiting genocide?