project hail mary you’re so dear to me i’ll never forget u … actually it’d be great if i could erase my memory so i can rewatch and experience you for the first time all over again
I honestly haťe how ADHD has been sensationalized as the fun mental illness but having it literally feels like walking around with some very specific kind of dementia that is actively ruining your life at every step and the culprit is always you.
oh no i feel bad. think im gonna isolate myself and ghost the few ppl who reach out to me and decompose in my bed and neglect my health and sleep my life away and mindlessly consume media so i dont have the capacity to think and feel. this will Surely make me feel better
Being a reader is hard… I wanna reread my favorites, I wanna read the new releases, I wanna get through all the classics… honestly, I just wanna read every book ever written.
this year has been perhaps the most exhausting and draining year i’ve ever experienced and i wish i had the strength to pull something positive out of myself for the new year but all i can think of is how badly i cannot do this again
i need to walk again. i need to take photos again. i need to read again. i need to journal again. i need to watch movies again. but most importantly i need to stop losing myself.