Requested damn near every weekend in May off just to have some me time. I’m exhausted from this grief and everyday cycle of work and home, sadness and tiredness. I definitely haven’t had any time really to process all that’s being happening around me. It just feels like whiplash
With that being said I’m also going to put myself on time out, and just start showing up for myself these next couple of months. Get back to just doing solo trips, and not feeling this overwhelming sense of obligation to my people, I love them sm but I’m losing myself a bit.
I’d rather hurt a mans feelings than any of my best friends. I literally cried bc I hurt one of my friends feelings without intentionally doing so (obviously).