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21 ◑ω◐ 🌈 #edtwt *MINORS DNI* ♥︎

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when thinking about now fat you are ruins your appetite 😘

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am i retarded to think men and women can have mutual respect for eachother and are capable of friendship without being weird? 😭 why do ppl think men and women can’t be friends

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i wish i had back dimples 😿

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i think my dad is doing ❄️

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😭😭😭

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i need to maximize my swag exponentially

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once i lose 20lbs i will be rewarding myself like im a dog with conveyer belt sushi 😻

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i will not be purchasing any food until i meet my gw. the food in my house is all i have.

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I GAINED THIRTY POUNDS HOLY SMOKES IM GONNA FREAK OUT. NO. MORE. BINGING.

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i have 69 days to lose 20 lbs.

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80 day lock in speed run.

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i got pictures back from the last two photoshoots i did. i’ve gained so much weight. i look fat again. i hate myself. i need control.

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i’m fat and disgusting and i can’t stop eating i’ve almost gained it all back. why can’t i control myself. how could i let myself get fat again. i hate myself.

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ik 5k isn’t high, and that i’ve been just barely maintaining my step streak recently….

but i hit 200 days, this is my longest streak :)))

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@Spotify ??

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labubu tattoo ..

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nobody has commented on my body yet during this vacation it’s family u would think they would notice a 50 lb difference from last summerrrr 🙂

kms

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this is one of the worst emotional experiences of my life and i have to continue going through it for the next week 🙂

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for a moment while i was scrolling it felt like i was in my own bed omg this is going to be the longest vacation ever