I think i lost my spark. I don't talk as much, I keep to myself, and I've mastered the art of distance. It's not that I'm mad or bitter. I just do not have the energy to show up the way I used to.
Somewhere along the way, I slipped into this "l don't care" phase..
I don’t want a city on Mars.
I don’t want AI on every app.
I don’t want data centers in space.
I want clean water.
I want our food to be safe.
I want the bees to survive.
Getting mad at your partner because they don’t want to have sex with you is strange behavior. Being in a relationship doesn’t mean someone owes you intimacy whenever you want it. Everyone has the right to say no, even to the person they love. A healthy relationship respects boundaries, moods, and consent without turning it into an argument or guilt trip.
“I booked this for us”
“So I was thinking, did you wanna do —— with me?”
“Should we try this new food place?”
“Be ready or 8pm”
“Book ____ days off work, as I booked us a trip”
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Being called lazy when you’re having a bad mental health day is one of the most infuriating and annoying things ever. I’m not lazy. I just physically have no motivation or strength to move, work, talk, or do anything.