Alch🩶

Phannie since 2012 - 22 - Bisexual Non-binary (Any Prns) - recovering fanfic writer

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CRIMINAL MINDS SEASON 1 EPISODE 18

i won’t be normal today sorry

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guys i’m thinking about him* again

*matthew grey gubler

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sometimes you realize you never fully let go of your first love ending and that’s okay.

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i’m falling back into old habits

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people into CNC when they’ve never been SA’ed

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idk who needs to hear it but that boy who cheated on you is not your soulmate girly

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Trying to destroy my peace is wild, but if I call it out you’ll deem me dramatic.

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let the cards fall

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i’ve stopped giving a fuck /pos

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I hope that when my rapist’s daughter falls and scraped her knee, telling daddy “it hurts”, he remembers me saying those same words when he assaulted me. I want to haunt you forever, for hope that you’ll protect your daughter from monsters like you.

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i feel like i’m falling behind in life, but if i run to catch up i will just fall.

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so glad to not be some pretentious liberal white girl with her trump supporting alleged rapist boyfriend

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MY ABUSER IS UGLY NOW

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god i can’t wait for the world to show her how exactly average she is.

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@zariiastars WHYYYYY

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staying up 24+ hours to fix my sleep schedual and totally not a small act of SH that i can get away with

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would he be happy to know i’ve fallen in love so deeply again? this time, without the delusion and fear? i hope he finds this peace. i hope he has.

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rewatching Sam and Colby videos and caught myself smiling during the Wilbur and George episode, might kms

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being loved so loudly is the best feeling of the world