Akio Luvah

Gathered here are my thoughts and poems....an open book. To the person these are directed too know that you held my heart and its entirety.

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

Another year another birthday...I blew those candles out and made a wish but I guess wishes don't come true. Because I wished for only you and nothings happened l.
-M

[Button Poetry @buttonpoetry]

“I am a sheep trapped in wolf’s clothing. I have been caught howling at the moon and mistaken for a predator, mistaken for bloodthirsty, mistaken for a mistake in need of erasing."

- @fakeBilalMoon

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"I guess I really fell hard for you, kinda wish you did the same"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"When you told me that we were gonna go to a bar after the party. You dont know how happy It made me. Sitting with you and talking is something I pray I never forget. You were so genuine and I hope we can still have more moments like that"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

It's funny how you keep offering me a beer from your cooler. You already know I brought my own. Does it make you feel better if i take your beer? Would it be a form of validation? Nah you are probably just being kind. Fuck I miss you.

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

Sometimes it's not that easy, but you gotta do it

[Button Poetry @buttonpoetry]

“I have set fire to
every photograph
of every lover.”

- @suziqpoet

[Button Poetry @buttonpoetry]

"Romeo and Juliet: but this time Juliet does not text back. Romeo embraces his bi-curiosity, he and Mercutio kiss...a lot, and no one advises a young girl to drink all of that Nyquil.”

- @Kevin_Kantor

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[Button Poetry @buttonpoetry]

“My prayers felt more like habitual recitation rather than genuine conversation, I could never tell if God was listening or if my words were just reflecting off empty corridors.”

- Kamau Walker

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"You will never know the strength it takes to resist you. You will never know the restraint it takes to not text you. You will never know how much I desire you. Bottom line is you will never know"

-M

[Button Poetry @buttonpoetry]

“In an older time, we’d have written letters, waited for weeks for handwriting, but our love is kept alive by electricity now. Our love in the shaky hands of the wi-fi.”

- Talia Young

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"Telling you that we need a break was a mistake on my part. All I want is you. All I ever think about is you. You may never read these but I hope you know how much I loved you faka"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"When I heard of your accident my heart dropped. Everything within me began to fracture. And when I saw you limping towards the building I wanted to run to your side and embrace you but I knew you wouldn't let me"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"You don't realize the restraint it takes to resist you. Everytime I think of you my stomach begins to churn, my heart rate increases, my blood begins to boil. This feeling of fire in my veins wanting nothing more than to have you behind me taking what is yours"

M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"I blame myself most of all for even traveling this path with you. I always knew the end result would be my pain...but I didnt think it would be so soon. I assumed I could change you...but I was wrong. Now I will forever be damned because of my decision"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"You have broken the deepest parts of me. You never realized how much a response meant to me. You have scared even the very chasm of my soul. Now I am plagued by the constant images replaying through my head. What once was, now is more. You have become like a ghost to me"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"I fucking love you....and it hurts like hell"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"The words I wish to speak are necessary for my freedom but are also the ones that bind me to you"

-M

[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"What a cruel and unusual punishment. To tempt and arouse me for so long. Only to discard me like a used condom on the side of the road"

-M

[Button Poetry @buttonpoetry]

"It has been a year since the last time I told him I loved him, and it scratches at the back of my throat, a nasty cough desperate to break free from my body."

- @brennatwohy

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[Akio Luvah @emchjay]

"Longing for something that will never happen does have adverse effects on the body"

-M