I deleted this last night thinking I was being harsh, but you know what? After today and sitting with everything, I've noticed I've ignored obvious signs for the last 12 months, and just because I love an artist, it isn't okay; my points stand!
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c: “she wants to see me go far. it would be great if we could go together”
c: “sometimes when i see everyone criticizing her, i wonder, ‘is it because of me?’ i don't want anyone to blame her”
c: “in matters of the feeling, it's very sensitive. If i could control my emotion, maybe things wouldn't be like this
c: “fa’s fans are watching, im not asking for anything except to make your (main) artist happy. i will try to make her as happy and cheerful as possible”
c: “no matter what our status is eventually, i just want us to walk side by side and not leg go of each other’s hands”
c: “no matter what happens, i will continue talking to her, especially now that i’ve learned she sees me in her future too.”
c: “i will definitely not let go of her hand. i will walk beside her and follow her success and take her to drink yadong in many shops.”
c: “to be honest, i only dated guys in the past but when i got to know p’fa, she is the first woman that made me realize that i could also have feelings for women
however, that woman has to be p’fa only,
it can't be someone else”
c: “sometimes she probably didn't know that when she handed me some snacks or a bottle of water or when she asked me how i felt after recovering from illness, those small details touched my heart and made my heart flutter more and more
until i was confident with my feelings and realized that i like her when we had a chance to talk and she said ‘you don't have to see me as a woman’
that made me feel like ‘right, i can love her by seeing her as a person, i just love her the way she is’”
c: “you will always be surrounded by (my) love”
c: “i will always choose p’fa”
c: “don’t scold her, if you hurt her, you hurt me too”
c: “your face is the first thing i wanna see when i wake up and the last when i fall asleep”
i’ve never seen anyone express their love for another person in such a beautiful, profound, enduring, loyal, BOLD and romantic way…
i think at the beginning engfa genuinely was enchanted by charlotte, yes. it’s pretty clear. but unfortunately i also feel like she has never loved charlotte to that advanced level like cha did. i’ve always been trying to tell to myself and everyone “we only see and know a little %” well it’s true but stuff that’s happening now is just to meaningful to excuse it by the same phrases again. i can’t be sure of anything, we all can’t but the truth is we have a right to feel disappointed and treated unfair. i also have a right and reason to put those quotes of charlotte here to show explicitly and perpetuate our girl’s precious heart. we can see something is very off and not right even though we don’t get to know everything; cha doesn’t deserve that and neither do we.
@AleBarr77971928 The worst part is that some of those were from the englot fan group. The flowers where from englot fans and they still showed up for her
Id understand getting rid of paid add but to delete the most meaningful and sentimental ones for our fandom like none of it meant nothing to her is hurtful.
Philippines 23. Woody, Nov 2024
fanmeet, 3rd Anniv, 2022 EL concert, Cha Bday post & Nov 25 Destiny Clinic
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These are all pics deleted, not all sentimental events for Fans & what we thought were for her. Keep in mind pics with Aoom still there
Philippines. Woody 24, Nov 2024 fanmeet, 3rd Anniv, 2022 EL concert, Char Bday post & Nov 25 Destiny Clinic & nothing for Macau
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These are all pics deleted, not all sentimental events for Fans & what we thought were for her. Keep in mind pics with Aoom still there
Philippines. Woody 24, Nov 2024 fanmeet, 3rd Anniv, 2022 EL concert, Char Bday post & Nov 25 Destiny Clinic & nothing for Macau
#englot#อิงล็อต
Cha was clearly also hurt that day by🦖actions. She seemed blindisded & CP series got taken away. u cant say u've never seen someone this bold because the only one ive seen for years be consistent & open about her love for u is Char u just never gave her a chance
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