the great thing about wasting so much of my life to inaction is that it won't take much to make me happy. if i can be sort of normal one day i'll be thrilled
people in the comments like "he isn't an alcoholic if he could just stop without withdrawals he's being dramatic" so you think people should wait until it's dire before they change their habits? you people irk me
Tom Holland reveals how he found out he had an alcohol addiction and how hard it was to stop, even when a doctor told him he had a liver problem.
“I decided to do dry-January and in doing dry January it really scared me because I had a really tough time. I couldn’t wrap my head head around how much I was struggling without booze in that first month and it really scared me”
“So I decided that I will do February as well and I would do 2 months. The second month got a little bit harder and then I started to panic thinking ‘damn I have a bit of an alcohol thing’”
“I’ve had quite an upsetting conversation with a doctor about my liver a year earlier and as a young kid, I ignored the doctor”
“Then I decided I was going to do March and then I got through March and started to feel a little bit better”
“Then I said if I could make it to June, which was my birthday the. I’d have proved to myself that I don’t have problem”
@msarhaik not exactly a farm house but just a regular house surrounded by 8 acres of woods. i'm kind of a hypocrite bc i'm complaining about car dependency in the u.s. but my childhood home was very idyllic and i miss it 🥹
my turkish friend is talking about how he grew up in an apartment above a grocery store and walking to school and playing football in the street and i'm getting so jealous i want to throw up
@msarhaik it's sooo rare for an american to have that upbringing. mine was especially opposite to that because my house was very rural. i had to walk 10 minutes just to get to my mailbox by the road 😭