And there I find I didn’t miss it after all,
I just had to go through that journey and answer the call.
To see where my eyes were focused on before,
was something of much greater value than what I desire now and more.
I enjoy hosting and all but when someone whom I’m not close with said I wasn’t receiving any as the people enjoyed the prog/games or prizes or they don’t see me eating, I almost cried!!!!
But then again they be like “You give in for the small things, and now see you can’t say no to the big things…” I will surely miss these big sisters at work🥹
It’s funny how my co-workers be like “Stop being too good” “Let me hold your neck until you fight for yourself”
Though I do tend to grumble being taken advantaged at work but would rather spend all energy left for something worth arguing y’know
I haven’t felt so guilty not until someone messaged me saying their farewell, knowing I could have tried better or just bec I got held up with one of my shackles