emily🌱

30. listen to quinnie

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

tell issa she is a very precious lady

[dea 𓆈 @ch8rileon]

big fan of this guy

[owlylly𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 @owlylly]

i think i know you!

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

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[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

why are all my friends far away I need to hang out with people irl more often or I’m gonna ,,,,,

[ieva @mourninglambs]

I miss you

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

how to be normal and feel like i belong somewhere

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

@motthmansgf Omfg, one of my cats has been having coughing fits recently and I was like ???? UUUGH

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

I wonder if the mold they keep painting over in my apartment bathroom was what gave me such bad pneumonia

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

I still think about these

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

I became emotionally attached to the lil cereal packs they gave me in the hospital and I made Coltan go to the grocery store and buy me some to eat at home now

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

Deep cleaned my apartment and reminding myself I’m grateful to have a roof over my head, hot water, a bed, AC, food, friends, and I’m no longer in the hospital. Life is good and I’m glad I get to be alive, even if I shake a bit now.

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

trying to manifest skinny

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

めぐみに会いたいな！(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

I became emotionally attached to the lil cereal packs they gave me in the hospital and I made Coltan go to the grocery store and buy me some to eat at home now

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

Also being hospitalized for the first time was so scary, they gave me Ativan to try to sleep and I was seeing shadow people in my room 😭

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

How tf do you stay distracted while recovering because I’m laser focused on how my lungs kinda burn all the time now

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

Don’t ever get fucking pneumonia

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

All this coughing is actually driving me insane, I don’t know how I’m supposed to go through another month of this and not lose my shit

[emily🌱 @emmybeees]

I constantly go back n forth between wishing I had a video game or something to take all my time and also wanting to be outside and not touch my computer anymore,,,,,,,,, I cannot be pleased