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ifb, read strawpage
I'm a chud who cuts himself on then posts it on twitter

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#promotwt #moothunt
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
syringe/blade
he/him mdd + bullimic
read sp + ifb ♡/↺ to b moots
#edtwt #shtwt #slittwt #shedtwt #hsrtwt

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@cinnaquinXD thank you ^^

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#promotwt #moothunt
˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
syringe/blade
he/him mdd + bullimic
read sp + ifb ♡/↺ to b moots
#edtwt #shtwt #slittwt #shedtwt #hsrtwt

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i haven't posted myself on here in like 6 months imscared

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i've gained like 11 pounds since last summer, then again I only purge once every like two weeks now but damn I look so much bigger legit I went out w/ my friends last night and almost cried during dinner cuz I could feel my shirt getting tighter. I used to be able to see my ribs

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i'll post my sesh tonight
but i dont wanna start my day with cutting to beans. solater

[yu @yeoniees]

a fish. a stinky. a lesbian.

we miss you hysilens

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i have no more bandages and I have wrist cuts
fuck😭

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why was i ten years old cutting myself for other women was i stupid
(pretending like i still wouldn't do that)

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ngl if i don't post on here for like a week its probably because i killed myself

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i just hate myself so much my life doesn't even feel like my own anymore. and I'm too fucking pathetic to ask for help from people especially when most of my friends are in recovery or don't know I'm suicidal I don't want to do that to them. I just wanna shoot myself omg

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i actually can't take it anymore nobody messages me first, I message first everyday. nobody thinks about what I want nobody wants to know how I am
it feels like I'm just a parasite in the people I love's life who constantly checks in on them, talks too much, and causes a headache

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she also told me if I don't try to get better she's not going to let me come back next week. it's only my second day, I don't know what i've done. I really just want a break, yeah. but I need the training hours. my dad's going to disown me if I don't do them.

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my brother keeps trying to use the lawnmower on my legs whenever i'm outside

,, owch

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i hate when bitches only message me if theyre sad

im not even a good comforter like dude, im just cool with listening to people 😭

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I feel like an attention seeker when anybody stares at my arm

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i might do a sesh tonight but i have to go to work tmrw and im on my period so i feel like if i do i will not be able to walk at all
cuz im already hella sore from working out + the damn standing

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i just came back from work and my dad is immediately making me study

as if i didn't work from 8 to 5
mind u STANDING job. i only sat for an hour during lunch

[riccaunc @riccaunc]

#ashren feat Wolfie

damn, i love remaking old memes

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wrf am I doing I’m on lunch break talking to shedtwt

Maybe I should kms