Mika

sad, empty lurker

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

avoidant, flippant, that's actually how i am

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

how am i ever supposed to do anything in this state

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i dont know what im doing here when its so doomed

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

its just doomed, isnt it

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

@goodbyesabo no mic but can listen sometime, i hope ur feeling ok

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

always miserable, yet not knowing what i had

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

nowhere to go next

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

feeling as if i've lost everything

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

do i just accept being a failure

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i'm so depressed and behind in life

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i don't want the sad, oppressive, clueless failure me of now

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i miss so badly, the me of college

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

the deluded, sad, tragic creature of last year

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i miss it, the me of last year

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i want to do things but i cant

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

@goodbyesabo wanna collapse into bed instead

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

@pinkamaniaa same ive never done a single thing and it just feels like i cant

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

a meaningful life

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i don't do anything because i have no direction

[Mika @emptyvoid213]

i miss you, wish i could be good enough for you again