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20, edtwt, -17 dni, digital diary ⟡˙⋆

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@kaane0 truely no one will notice if you stay on for 2 minutes or 2 hours! just pace yourself and be courteous and you wont be a bother :)

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7 am and 7,000 steps

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woke up at 5 to go to the gym

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boom

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hauling ass at work and im already at 6k steps!

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also im 20 now

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unfortunately the jenna ortega interview has triggered me so fucking much and i need to drop this 15 lbs NOW

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also the fact that its been 3 years of me having varying levels of ana is CRIMINAL free me (but only if im skinny)

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god i love fantasizing about a body i dont have

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feeling awful!

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im back... heyyyyy

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lukewarm take but i think more anorexic ppl need to accept that, while ana isnt inherently fatphobic, it is more than theyre willing to admit to

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i yearn to binge on cake oh my god

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@staarvingbunni DAW ty belle good to see u <3

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im alive everyone

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@minroscs platos closet! its a second hand store that prioritizes items in good condition and popular brands- all the stores ppl are replying are things that they might have in your local store and for like a third of tje price

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my coworker is late so i have to delay my break UGH

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restricting is so much harder w my gf around for like a billion reasons omg

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@angelxving walking that fine line between losing and a binge cycle

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honeymoon phase is honeymoon phasing bc im panicking about eating 500 calories when i burnt 600 today

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6/10 cal totalssss (and other stats)!!
ate 670
burnt 650
net 20 cals omgggggg guys.

8195 steps, 3.3 miles
prayers are being answered i can feel ana blessing me tonight i hope i have explosive, life changing, waist slimming diarrhea and a beautiful morning skinny tmr
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