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The question of whether we can fight fate will always remain a mystery. But the bigger question is what happens when we stop fighting it.

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Someone tells me that not being present and putting myself first is being human, doesnt make me a monster.

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yes they can.

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#oktoberlicious2025

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3.5hrs before i can get my sweet ass home to sleep.

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Fcuk. I hate myself for being like this.

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i have never not to. especially when it comes to you. But the complication that is my life right now.

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are we just friends?

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Sometimes i wonder if the bobafett is still on your key ring.
And what do you think when you notice it.

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these past couple of weeks have been like an emotional whiplash.
i need to get out of this funk.

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90% of the ads on my socmed is about South Australia ~sigh

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‘i wish i know how to quit you’

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So i chopped it all off.

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‘and i hear what you are saying. i will always love you and i wish you nothing but the best babe. Thank you for everything’
i broke my own heart. i had to.

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this feeling of needing to get away.
to say fuck it. and walk away just for a couple of days.

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and there goes my heart, again.

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sometimes, i wish things were simpler. growing up couldnt have come faster and now, at 42, i cant help but wanting to go back to my 30s. Where everything was simpler.

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- “we should normalise walking away from toxic situation”

Boom! Just one sentence from a mindless book i was reading. But that sentence spoke volumes.

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ugh! i need to be a little bit more consistent.

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it has been a longest time since i had a dream about you. Could have started because i texted you earlier in the day.
this is not fun. the msg hasnt been read also.

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Finally finished HoD Season 1.