idk what else to say other than if you're reading this I love you and I'm always here if you want to talk <3 so many people were there for me when I was down, and now I'm so grateful to be able and ready to be that person.
at the start of 2019 I was scammed out of literally all of the little money I still possessed and assaulted back to back which is to say I'm so fcking grateful of how far I've come and that I've been able to recover mentally. I worked hard, but privilege is what really saved me.
this means people rarely say what they actually mean and don't listen to each other. these patterns can keep playing out until you can no longer resist the growth that is needed.
a big realization for me was that people don't have to be saints to be right in their critiques of you. in fact, I think most conflicts relating to behavior come from people mirroring and projecting their flaws onto you while strongly reacting to yours.
idk who needs to see this (maybe it's just me) but following someone you kind of know on social media does not mean you're close friends. maybe try inviting them to have an actual conversation irl! (I'm so silly lol)
people talk about parasocial relationships with celebrities, but I want to make a youtube video abt following acquaintances + people you've never even really talked to but know of irl and how weird that is b/c honestly I really skewed my perception of closeness to others that way
savoring the memory of my Boss boss cutting off my boss (with a verbal "wait!" and hand outstretched) as they started to interrupt me while I was talking in a meeting