Athanasios

“They say to outrun death is a blessing.. how many blessings until it’s a curse?” || Greek God OC || (He/They) #RP #GreekGodRp

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

“Who likes living just to die?”

[Dead Dove Do Not Eat]

[ً @holyaches]

i became good at pretending. i became so good that after a while the lines blurred between my truth and fiction. and sometimes， when i did a really good job of pretending， i even fooled myself.

[ᅠ⟢ᅠ𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸ᅠ——ᅠ𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 .ᐟᅠ @lovedclaws]

you're never going to give up on me, are you .ᐣ

[ً @holyaches]

come here and hold me， make me feel better. promise me i'm good enough， tell me you can love me， even the worst of me. even the worst of me， even the worst.

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

Patching himself up again with shaky hands. . Even after all this time, this fated curse doesn’t get any easier

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

And he’s leaving.

[Death Himself @OfGentleDeath]

@enduringdeaths "If I am lucky."

/wistfully

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

“. . I’m going to go smoke, you and mom have fun.”

[Death Himself @OfGentleDeath]

"Then avert your ears, as well..."

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

“I wish I didn’t have ears.”

[Death Himself @OfGentleDeath]

Son, avert your eyes.

[* decayed . @falkorsblessing]

⠀' you know you can't protect everyone , right?' ╱ 'i know. but i have to try.'

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

. . . Concerned silence.

[Death Himself @OfGentleDeath]

yes pls

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

why would anyone love a monster? ╱ who are you to decide who is worthy of love?

[ً @holyaches]

it is so much safer not to feel， not to let the world touch me.

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

. . Soft grumbling.

[Death Himself @OfGentleDeath]

"Always for you, my son."

[ᅠ⟢ᅠ𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸ᅠ——ᅠ𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 .ᐟᅠ @lovedclaws]

i wish you wouldn't look at me like that. ᅠ╱ᅠ like what .ᐣ ᅠ╱ᅠ i don't know. like you could love me.

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

Tch. . sap.

[Death Himself @OfGentleDeath]

@empathy4thede4d @enduringdeaths

[ً @holyaches]

what doesn’t kill you leaves disfiguring scars. what doesn’t kill you fills you with paralyzing self—hatred. what doesn’t kill you makes you afraid for the rest of your life. what doesn’t kill you might make you kill them.

[֯ ⁎ 𓉸ྀི @doverots]

i have never been allowed to be holy, i have never been forgiven for wanting.

[Athanasios @enduringdeaths]

He wouldn’t mind a day with just them.

[Eliza 🍉 @Apprentice_Eli]

They would love that. A nice place to be alone and just relax without anyone bothering them both.

[۟ @sidereumnoxe]

⠀am i something you’re ashamed of .ᐣ is it such a dirty thing to be loved by someone like me .ᐣ

[ً @holyaches]

i fear that this longing will last forever. i put on a brave face and pretend it doesn't bother me， but it does. it does.