buying something from your phone feels evil. it feels unsafe. only the computer can keep my money safe. the phone is an evil, evil machine. i do not trust it with my finances.
becoming avoidant when you're overwhelmed is an all timer loser feeling. you'll be falling apart and your friends reach out and it's like "thanks that sounds like it'd be so fun to hang out and i'd feel better but i've already got plans to lay in bed and feel lonely"