deadend

Heh

[not pel @pelisahh]

[CC] Husband I kantoi tengok benda yang tak elok. Dia m4sturba4te tengok DS account. Bagi I tengok DS account ni lagi teruk daripada tengok p0rn. Sebab p0rn kan white people. DS account ni mostly melayu.

I tak suka, I sedih, I marah. Bercampur-baur apa I rasa. Our s3x life is okay. Tak cukup ke? Setiap kali you puas jugak. Tapi kenapa masih nak tengok? I feel like I am not enough & it hurts me so much. Tambah pulak the fact that I am an overthinker.

After kantoi tu I jadi paranoid. I tak boleh langsung kalau dia duduk sorang. I taknak dia spend the night kat bilik lain tanpa I. I sentiasa tengok dia scroll apa. I keep on checking his history. I pergi masak kat dapur pun I tak tenang fikirkan dia duduk dalam bilik sorang. I stress & tak tenang langsung. Its already been a year but I am still paranoid :’)

Men don't see how much impact it will give to their wives when they do it. Don’t give me the ‘all men watches p0rn’ ‘fitrah lelaki suka tengok benda seksi’ ‘baik dia tengok benda camtu dari main perempuan lain’ bullshit.

If you are lelaki Islam, know how to control & lower your fucking gaze. I know I should just ‘let go & let God’ sebab tu dosa dia but I just can’t. — https://t.co/Cwm0UqYUDP

[deadend @eneosmto]

@aiyyn_ @ArjunaIndera98 Lahhhh senyap terus pahal kak hahahahah