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I can smile while I'm dying.

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One and a half year alone. I wish someone would come and show what happiness is.

[. @engrrld]

After moving on, whats next?

[. @engrrld]

Work has taken over me.

[. @engrrld]

I am just breathing, alive but not happy.

[. @engrrld]

Why you always come on my mind randomly? I know you're happy now and I only want peace.

[. @engrrld]

For one and half year being alone. Loneliness becomes normal that small gestures towards me make me happy.

[. @engrrld]

My co workers think I'm a happy person pero every pag uwi ko mula sa work andaming tumatakbo sa isip ko.

[. @engrrld]

Takot na ako magmahal, it's been more than a year.

[. @engrrld]

I died 17 months ago. It was long and dark. Now I just wanna live again.

[. @engrrld]

And yes this is me the one who loves genuinely despite trying not to.

[. @engrrld]

Lord I'm quite lonely today. The feeling of being unworthy is slowly taking me over.

[. @engrrld]

Finally🥹 12/12 na survive ko ulit.

[. @engrrld]

Almost a year. I survived 😭

[. @engrrld]

Bilis ng panahon. Mag isang taon haha na. As I promised to heal for a year before letting my heart to love again.

[. @engrrld]

Bigyan mo'ko sign please 🫠

[. @engrrld]

Have I lost almost a whole year?

[. @engrrld]

Been 10 months of being solo. Thank you Lord for the blessings.

[. @engrrld]

Birthday mo pala kahapon. Happy birthday. Sana nasa mabuti ka palagi ❤️. I will never forget you.

[. @engrrld]

I don't want them to know I am not okay