I struggle with forgiveness, for real. I’ll let things slide & act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, I’m mad all over again & don’t even wanna be around you. It hurts, cause I’m the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But it’s crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. & the whole time, I’m just sitting there thinking, “Why would you even do me like that?”
Y’all don’t realize how deeply you break someone when you push them to the point where they gotta give up on you, especially when they REALLY loved you. Cause for someone like me to walk away, that means you crossed a line so hard it left me sitting with no choice, questioning everything, praying, sitting in silence, losing sleep, losing appetite, losing myself… just to make the decision to cut you off. That kind of hurt is damn near grief you’re still alive, but you gotta be dead to me. And this ain’t just about relationships, this goes for family, friends, anybody. 📌💯
before i give up on people, i always make sure i really try, try and try!! you can’t continuously drain me, disappoint me, except me to continue showing up for you..
so nobody can act stupid when they don't hear from me anymore
This the calmest I’ve ever been. Don’t nothing bother me, can’t nobody get to me. I’m overly nonchalant to everything 😂 it’s whatever to me I’m done giving stuff a reaction, I’m done tryna fix things, I’m done complaining.. I’m just done 💯
Never again will I deal with anyone who makes me feel like I’m hard to love, like I’m unworthy of affection, or like I’m asking for too much when I deserve more than the bare minimum.